# Forcing myself to do things 

- URL: https://numo.ai/community/RnrUhqn2NYZPv6pYSxHY/forcing-myself-to-do-things
- Language: en
- Author: @shirusus
- Posted: 2023-05-25T07:14:38.397Z
- Tag: story
- Comments: 4
- Likes: 8

So when I have some task to do and I know that i NEED to do that, I start to force myself but it makes me feel even worse. I’m feeling so anxious and tired bc of the pressure i put on myself and I don’t know what to do. I have my finals soon, but i can’t even start preparing, I think “why it is easy for them, but so hard for me?” and I feel so different. I'm starting to feel the gap between me and others even more. And the words "just try to do it" sound like going to the final boss on the 1 level without a weapon. 

## Comments (4)

### @fedir111 — 2023-05-25T10:26:12.019Z

Wow, like that

### @fedir111 — 2023-05-25T10:24:47.996Z

Cool

### @spacewalker — 2023-05-25T08:52:03.946Z

yeah, it feels as if your brain smacks into the wall you can't overcome, and then you do shit on the last possible night fueled by fear and self-anger. and when you Do deal with it, you may think "next time i will do all of this on time", and then you don't. rinse and repeat. it's so exhausting, but you're not alone in this 🤝🤝

### @vladned — 2023-05-25T08:04:50.053Z

And the shittiest thing is when you try it, it’s often goes easier than you though. But it doesn’t help for the next time