# I sick of trying to get along with school. I am sick of this shit.

- URL: https://numo.ai/fr/community/xnkqpkn/i-sick-of-trying-to-get-along-with-school-i-am-sick-of-this-shit
- Language: fr
- Author: @Sevinc17
- Posted: 2026-06-08T19:38:05.326Z
- Updated: 2026-06-09T14:25:09.460Z
- Tag: story
- Comments: 9
- Likes: 10

I have physics exam tomorrow and I didn’t study until now. It is nearly 11 pm and I have to study for seven hours at least. I had wanted to study for exams but I am no more than a failure. I am acting like I don’t stress about anything because I have to make myself calm and I procrastinated so hard I don’t have hope for me anymore. I always believed in myself but it only makes me so stolid and I realized that I am overestimating myself. No one in my life doesn’t try to help me and I need some support right now when time is like this. I need somebody to tell me “Everything is going to be okay.” or “You are doing enough and you will get through this.” kinda things. I don’t even want to study but I am also not a person who isn’t care about academy. I wanted to do my best but I am not even doing %20 of what I am capable of and it makes me feel so… dumb. I know I can but I can’t at the same time. I am stuck in this shitty phase even I thought that I healed but apparently I am not. I am loathing the education system and the governments and patriarchy and everything that includes woman and man relationships. They’re all unnatural and stilted. Anyway. I have to be gojo tonight.

## Comments (6)

### @crazyraccoon — 2026-06-10T05:21:24.008Z

Je me suis toujours sentie comme ça quand j'étais au lycée aussi. 🥲 

Je te souhaite le meilleur. Tu peux le faire !

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### @marisloth — 2026-06-09T23:33:09.298Z

Je ne poste pas souvent ici, mais lire ton message m'a donné l'impression de revivre tant de moments de mes propres années scolaires/académiques. Je m'y retrouve complètement !!

Tu n'es pas bête, et tu n'es pas un échec. C'est le système qui te fait défaut, à toi et à la plupart des personnes neurodivergentes.

Tu vas t'en sortir. Même avec tout ce chaos, tu trouveras ton chemin et prouveras à tout le monde, et plus important encore à toi-même, à quel point tu es capable et digne.

Sois doux/douce avec toi-même. C'est probablement le meilleur conseil que je puisse te donner. Cela fait une énorme différence une fois que tu te libères de la culpabilité 💛

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### @Illia from Numo — 2026-06-09T14:34:56.289Z

La plupart de ce pour quoi nous nous en voulons n'est pas nos problèmes, mais des problèmes de système.

Comme Martin l'a dit, l'école est conçue pour UN seul type de cerveau. J'ai aussi passé un moment vraiment horrible à l'école.

Nous ne nous surestimons pas, mais nous sous-estimons l'énergie que cela coûte de faire les choses qui sont faciles pour les autres.

Sois plus souvent de ton côté ❤️🫂

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### @Blabla — 2026-06-09T11:41:12.583Z

Le jour où j'ai compris que la procrastination est un problème émotionnel et non un problème de motivation, cela m'a aidé.  
Donc : j'y travaille toujours !   
Le "body doubling" avec des partenaires pour apprendre pourrait-il aider ? Essayez des choses, que ça marche pour vous ou non. Vous n'êtes pas seul dans cette bataille !

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#### @Sevinc17 — 2026-06-09T12:27:17.211Z

I’m trying thanksss!

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### @martin777 — 2026-06-09T04:18:00.294Z

I totally understand. School was absolute terror for me too.

First of all, please don’t put yourself down - school isn’t made for ppl with ADHD. It’s not your fault, it’s a faulty system.

Sadly we’re all pushed through the school system in order to make us well behaved little workers. But that’s not working for ADHDers (thank god it doesn’t). The bad news: somehow, you’ll have to get through. The good news: there are so many opportunities that come after. 

Please keep your special mind and don’t let them dull it down. The world needs us badly, because neurodivergents are the ones that think outside of the box and actually change the world!

Never forget: you are absolutely amazing! Keep shining 🍀🫂🫶🏻

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#### @Sevinc17 — 2026-06-09T12:28:21.933Z

Merci beaucoup 🥹🥹🙃

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#### @martin777 — 2026-06-10T04:17:38.017Z

So how’d the exam go? 🍀

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### @emmB@ — 2026-06-08T22:13:10.462Z

You’re in crisis mode because of your exam tomorrow : it’s really gonna be okay, even if it doesn’t seem like it at all for now.  
You’re not dumb, and healing is a whole process that can take a long time, but being upset now and unable to study regularly doesn’t mean that you haven’t already made progress.   
Be kind to yourself, and I hope you feel better after your exam and/or sleeping… (you should consider skipping the studying part and going to bed, but I know it can seem impossible - I’ve been there too)

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