Fear
I have a fear. My family is being evicted. We have to be out by next Monday. I have no family or friends support, nothing. Section 8 ruined our lives. Apartment management and Section 8 had been gaslighting us from the beginning of August to now. I have been paying on time for my rent. Now, I have a huge fear. I can't control my fear. I was taken to the court the other day by the lawsuit from the apartment management. I was ordered to pay more than a year's worth of rent. Section 8 did not pay their partial rent. I was angry and upset. The apartment management and Section 8 are no longer in contact with each other because they don't get along well or agree with each other. Their contact was breached. I'm still in the Section 8 program. Now it's harder to find a new place before we get evicted on Monday. I can't seem to take a hold of my fear. How can I survive through the fear?
So sorry you are going through this. Maybe talk to social worker or attorney. See if there are any programs where you can have someone neutral look over your case and advise you. Honestly it sounds like section 8 and management is sandwiching you in between their own issues with one another. Thats not ethical for them to do that to you. Def try to consult with an attorney. Good luck!