How did I get here?

It’s so frustrating not being the me I e always known. The me that got things multiple things, done and early even .I’m 42 yrs old and have a son with adhd but never had the symptoms myself until a couple yrs ago . I worked two full time jobs and did the 1950’s trophy housewife thing like a BOSS! Well, that’s all gone now… I can’t accomplish one single thing in a timely manner and I almost always mess it up…my memory is awful and I’m even developed some type of dyslexia….enough to make a person cry…