Hiring secretary

I am working from home, but I don’t work even a second when I am at home. So I decided to hire a virtual assistant($4 per hour) and he monitors my screen to check whether I am working or not. Also he checks my calendar and todo list then warns me if I have not finish my task. I feel like back to teenage period and little shamed about the fact that I am this lazy person but til now it works… can not tell about this to anyone but here.