Tomorrow it’s my birthday…

Just wanted to cry it out of my soul and heart. It’s not getting better with my work, I feel like I am gonna lose it, and we recently moved into a new place with my significant other. There are lots of owners things, and we literally have less space for our lives and stuff to be unpacked correctly. I wish it wouldn’t be so complicated, and I am trying really hard to arrange things, but I’ve always easy spent too much money on this and have nothing left for birthday. I have those impulsive shopping issues, and this is also what makes me uneasy. I buy lots of stuff that I might need but I don’t have any idea how to implement them into my way of living. Thing is that I work at nights and have no proper sleeping time. Would it be bad if I will ask them for a vacation right on my birthday? Just need to breathe it out and sleep a couple of nights with my fiancé 🥺