I hate cleaning

I did discover that I especially don’t like cleaning when I don’t have a routine and material I like. For example, when I am cleaning the toilet and I have to do it with a bucket with water and a cloth, it just feels like I am spreading all the germs + I don’t like to have my hands wet. But if I can use paper towels and a spray bottle, it is do-able and not that worse at all!

When it’s messy enough I don’t want anyone to see it, yes I hate cleaning. When my home is clean and the dishes are only what was used today, the counters need wiped, a quick sweep- I love cleaning. If I can do it all in less than 30 minutes I love it. Any longer I’d rather hide under the bed and cry. And just doing only 30 minutes of a 1.5 hour clean job ain’t appeasing to me, at that point, either.

I can do basic cleaning but deep cleaning turns into reorganizing then I get bored and have a bigger mess

I don’t mind cleaning as long as it’s like “keeping up” cleaning. If it gets beyond that I get too overwhelmed and don’t know where to start. Or somehow ending up making more of a mess lol then I give up.

I used to hate cleaning too — my laundry lived in the dryer and I dressed like a productivity raccoon. Back then I told myself it wasn’t worth “interrupting” my procrastination. Classic. Now? It’s my weird little offline reset. Still a workaholic, still overthinking everything — but hey, at least my sink’s clean. You’re not alone in this chaos.