
Looking for motivation!
Had a really bad night sleep last night! I think my watch recorded about 4 hours of light sleep, so I ended up having to pop a sleeping pill and I hate having to do that coz it’s not real sleep and your left feeling proper groggy most of the day! So only just dragging myself out of my pit now! So Meds, Breakfast, shower, and then iv gotta meet my Drugs Worker! 👑

Working with my psychiatrist we decided that those traditional sleeping meds like zolpidem (is this the same name in english? This is the drug name in brazil)) didn't help much, because my insomnia came from racing thoughts and anxiety. So in a night when I'm too mentally active I go with benzos in a very little dose...when my thoughts calm down I sleep a full night of sleep (usually) and dont have that groggy feeling...but there's days and days...night wakings and this kinda "sleep awake" nights are one of the worst symptoms for me 🫠