Sometimes my family complete chaos is overwhelming.

A minor decision about the decoration of the 1st anniversary party of my goddaughter became a huge scream discussion and nobody was fighting at all. But we always decide things screaming, and sometimes I just can't handle. But it's my goddaughter, so I feel a bit guilty, because I'm not that interested in "her" party. (For context, I'm Brazilian and here we have a strong tradition for 1st year birthday party, with a big party, with the whole family including irrelevant familiars.) And I think it's important to said that my opinion is never important or never taken in consideration.